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                    2020年01月28日 15:35 来源:澳门新葡亰app下载

                    长装置福特锐界标价本店即兴车低价特价而沽全国.

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                    【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【◎】【写】【给】【自】【然】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【初】【夏】【的】【黄】【昏】【没】【有】【风】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【鹅】【黄】【的】【云】【想】【要】【落】【下】【她】【的】【第】【一】【滴】【泪】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【就】【在】【那】【金】【黄】【色】【的】【海】【洋】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【油】【菜】【田】【的】【浪】【花】【铺】【天】【盖】【地】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【柔】【软】【的】【风】【夹】【杂】【着】【故】【乡】【的】【回】【忆】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【淡】【青】【的】【炊】【烟】【拖】【着】【乡】【音】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【袅】【袅】【升】【起】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【就】【在】【那】【碧】【透】【的】【河】【流】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【竹】【排】【漾】【起】【心】【头】【的】【涟】【漪】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【河】【底】【的】【水】【草】【又】【厚】【又】【软】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【耳】【边】【不】【经】【意】【传】【来】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【鹧】【鸪】【的】【声】【音】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【就】【在】【那】【温】【软】【的】【草】【地】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【泥】【土】【的】【芬】【芳】【带】【着】【花】【骨】【朵】【的】【气】【息】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【蝴】【蝶】【振】【翅】【空】【气】【亦】【在】【颤】【动】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【万】【物】【皆】【无】【声】【地】【诉】【说】【着】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【生】【命】【的】【意】【义】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【初】【夏】【的】【黄】【昏】【起】【了】【风】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【衣】【架】【上】【洁】【白】【的】【裙】【摆】【飘】【起】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【是】【不】【是】【风】【在】【试】【穿】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【她】【的】【嫁】【衣】【?】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【◎】【写】【给】【古】【镇】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【脚】【下】【踏】【的】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【是】【潮】【湿】【的】【青】【石】【板】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【抑】【或】【手】【里】【握】【的】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【是】【印】【花】【的】【油】【纸】【伞】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【抑】【或】【涂】【抹】【着】【的】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【是】【浓】【妆】【淡】【彩】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【她】【就】【是】【这】【样】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【无】【声】【,】【暧】【昧】【,】【哀】【伤】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【她】【在】【那】【儿】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【和】【着】【雨】【滴】【落】【下】【的】【节】【奏】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【滴】【答】【,】【滴】【答】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【身】【后】【温】【存】【着】【悠】【长】【的】【情】【意】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【空】【气】【里】【氤】【氲】【着】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【罗】【曼】【蒂】【克】【的】【气】【息】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【她】【在】【那】【儿】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【听】【着】【雨】【滴】【落】【下】【的】【声】【音】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【滴】【答】【,】【滴】【答】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【眼】【神】【里】【掠】【过】【湿】【淋】【淋】【的】【忧】【郁】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【能】【与】【之】【对】【视】【的】【只】【有】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【楼】【阁】【里】【猫】【的】【眼】【睛】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【有】【人】【归】【来】【,】【有】【人】【老】【去】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【有】【人】【离】【开】【,】【有】【人】【降】【临】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【她】【静】【默】【地】【看】【着】【每】【一】【个】【人】【的】【足】【印】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【还】【有】【那】【些】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【不】【了】【了】【之】【的】【情】【意】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【只】【是】【叹】【息】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【叹】【息】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【◎】【写】【给】【圣】【地】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【你】【是】【一】【方】【净】【土】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【纯】【净】【得】【让】【人】【顿】【生】【敬】【意】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【你】【是】【一】【种】【大】【气】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【磅】【礴】【得】【令】【人】【无】【不】【畏】【惧】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【你】【是】【红】【土】【上】【的】【崇】【拜】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【人】【类】【用】【叩】【首】【来】【表】【达】【对】【你】【的】【敬】【意】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【你】【是】【大】【地】【间】【的】【传】【奇】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【浑】【厚】【的】【历】【史】【在】【你】【面】【前】【苍】【白】【无】【力】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【酥】【油】【灯】【火】【苗】【跳】【跃】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【是】【你】【永】【不】【熄】【灭】【的】【眼】【睛】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【朝】【圣】【的】【祷】【告】【呢】【喃】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【诉】【说】【你】【永】【不】【褪】【色】【的】【传】【奇】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【你】【给】【予】【我】【震】【撼】【,】【你】【恩】【赐】【我】【灵】【魂】【的】【洗】【礼】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【你】【恩】【赐】【我】【灵】【魂】【,】【你】【赐】【予】【我】【生】【命】【的】【意】【义】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【你】【赐】【予】【我】【生】【命】【,】【你】【给】【予】【我】【永】【恒】【的】【叹】【息】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【无】【论】【是】【风】【吹】【过】【经】【幡】【念】【起】【的】【神】【圣】【经】【文】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【或】【是】【沧】【桑】【壁】【画】【里】【的】【远】【古】【沉】【思】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【没】【有】【什】【么】【能】【与】【你】【相】【比】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【连】【生】【命】【的】【轮】【回】【都】【要】【向】【你】【致】【敬】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【贴】【吧】【展】【播】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【蘑】【菇】【丁】【丁】【:】【突】【然】【产】【生】【了】【严】【重】【的】【厌】【学】【情】【绪】【,】【求】【破】【 】【!】【不】【想】【上】【学】【,】【不】【想】【再】【看】【书】【。】【 】【新】【作】【文】【中】【学】【版】【主】【编】【:】【走】【远】【一】【点】【看】【看】【自】【己】【,】【给】【自】【己】【预】【设】【几】【条】【路】【,】【想】【想】【哪】【条】【路】【可】【以】【通】【向】【你】【想】【去】【地】【方】【。】

                    【<】【p】【>】【人】【生】【,】【又】【酸】【又】【甜】【,】【又】【苦】【又】【涩】【,】【也】【可】【淡】【如】【清】【泉】【。】澳门新葡亰app下载【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【新】【生】【活】【读】【本】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【于】【是】【有】【许】【多】【人】【有】【条】【不】【紊】【、】【大】【张】【旗】【鼓】【抑】【或】【无】【声】【无】【息】【地】【就】【进】【入】【到】【我】【的】【视】【野】【中】【,】【成】【为】【了】【“】【温】【暖】【”】【的】【代】【名】【词】【。】【哪】【怕】【他】【们】【大】【多】【数】【只】【是】【一】【瞬】【间】【的】【闪】【现】【,】【生】【于】【青】【春】【,】【又】【死】【于】【青】【春】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【子】【衿】【说】【:】【如】【果】【你】【经】【常】【看】【杂】【志】【,】【那】【么】【你】【一】【定】【会】【对】【这】【个】【女】【孩】【的】【名】【字】【和】【文】【章】【很】【熟】【悉】【。】【黄】【雨】【帆】【很】【少】【写】【如】【此】【长】【的】【文】【章】【,】【她】【的】【文】【章】【大】【多】【数】【情】【况】【下】【会】【出】【现】【在】【杂】【志】【的】【“】【读】【书】【”】【或】【者】【“】【电】【影】【”】【栏】【目】【,】【篇】【幅】【适】【中】【,】【充】【满】【思】【考】【。】【的】【确】【,】【雨】【帆】【是】【一】【个】【不】【停】【思】【考】【的】【女】【孩】【,】【所】【以】【,】【通】【过】【她】【写】【的】【读】【书】【笔】【记】【或】【者】【影】【评】【,】【你】【能】【读】【到】【一】【些】【不】【一】【样】【的】【东】【西】【。】【这】【样】【的】【思】【考】【也】【延】【续】【到】【了】【这】【篇】【文】【章】【里】【,】【分】【段】【式】【结】【构】【,】【每】【一】【小】【节】【以】【一】【本】【书】【或】【者】【一】【首】【歌】【的】【内】【容】【作】【为】【引】【入】【,】【引】【起】【下】【文】【关】【于】【友】【情】【、】【青】【春】【、】【成】【长】【、】【感】【情】【、】【时】【代】【的】【思】【考】【。】【读】【这】【篇】【文】【章】【会】【让】【你】【有】【一】【种】【关】【于】【成】【长】【的】【感】【同】【身】【受】【的】【体】【验】【:】【那】【种】【受】【伤】【之】【后】【的】【假】【装】【无】【所】【谓】【,】【那】【种】【面】【对】【遥】【不】【可】【及】【的】【梦】【想】【时】【的】【无】【所】【适】【从】【,】【那】【种】【面】【对】【青】【春】【蜕】【变】【无】【所】【事】【事】【的】【心】【境】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【因】【为】【我】【是】【开】【心】【的】【一】【个】【人】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【悲】【伤】【也】【会】【有】【 】【不】【过】【不】【会】【让】【你】【看】【到】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【是】【幸】【福】【的】【一】【个】【人】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【不】【幸】【也】【会】【有】【 】【我】【习】【惯】【藏】【在】【我】【身】【后】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【是】【骄】【傲】【的】【一】【个】【人】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【爱】【上】【你】【之】【后】【 】【我】【却】【不】【会】【稍】【作】【停】【留】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【是】【自】【卑】【的】【一】【个】【人】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【爱】【上】【你】【之】【后】【 】【我】【也】【不】【会】【说】【出】【口】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【—】【—】【《】【因】【为】【》】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【年】【轮】【划】【过】【生】【命】【,】【落】【满】【尘】【埃】【。】【头】【顶】【阳】【光】【肆】【虐】【,】【折】【射】【成】【每】【一】【段】【留】【有】【痕】【迹】【的】【光】【,】【明】【亮】【抑】【或】【黯】【淡】【。】【在】【那】【些】【起】【承】【转】【合】【中】【,】【少】【年】【逆】【着】【风】【前】【行】【。】【然】【后】【在】【某】【个】【春】【末】【夏】【初】【,】【碧】【绿】【开】【始】【拔】【节】【成】【长】【,】【伴】【随】【着】【时】【间】【被】【炸】【开】【的】【声】【音】【,】【不】【停】【地】【向】【上】【。】【我】【们】【花】【去】【太】【多】【的】【时】【间】【用】【来】【长】【大】【,】【却】【依】【旧】【害】【怕】【没】【有】【结】【果】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【每】【当】【度】【过】【一】【段】【兵】【荒】【马】【乱】【的】【时】【光】【,】【我】【都】【要】【决】【定】【和】【什】【么】【告】【别】【。】【而】【这】【一】【次】【,】【我】【要】【把】【真】【心】【话】【全】【都】【讲】【出】【来】【,】【哪】【怕】【我】【总】【是】【习】【惯】【藏】【在】【自】【己】【身】【后】【,】【口】【是】【心】【非】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【要】【知】【道】【,】【我】【们】【都】【不】【得】【知】【晓】【这】【整】【个】【世】【界】【,】【却】【要】【始】【终】【怀】【着】【向】【往】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【你】【说】【,】【谁】【的】【传】【奇】【将】【会】【在】【岁】【月】【里】【散】【发】【光】【芒】【,】【最】【终】【又】【会】【改】【写】【为】【怎】【样】【的】【篇】【章】【?】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【【】【生】【命】【中】【的】【痛】【与】【歌】【】】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【世】【界】【以】【痛】【吻】【我】【,】【要】【我】【回】【报】【以】【歌】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【—】【—】【泰】【戈】【尔】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【北】【欧】【的】【神】【话】【里】【说】【,】【世】【界】【只】【有】【冰】【雪】【与】【火】【焰】【,】【是】【巨】【人】【与】【神】【族】【的】【战】【争】【。】【冷】【与】【热】【的】【不】【断】【交】【替】【,】【让】【人】【们】【在】【严】【酷】【的】【环】【境】【中】【终】【于】【学】【会】【了】【有】【关】【命】【理】【的】【抗】【争】【,】【学】【会】【加】【倍】【珍】【惜】【温】【暖】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【于】【是】【有】【许】【多】【人】【有】【条】【不】【紊】【、】【大】【张】【旗】【鼓】【抑】【或】【无】【声】【无】【息】【地】【就】【进】【入】【到】【我】【的】【视】【野】【中】【,】【成】【为】【了】【“】【温】【暖】【”】【的】【代】【名】【词】【。】【哪】【怕】【他】【们】【大】【多】【数】【只】【是】【一】【瞬】【间】【的】【闪】【现】【,】【生】【于】【青】【春】【,】【又】【死】【于】【青】【春】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【小】【方】【曾】【是】【温】【柔】【对】【待】【过】【我】【的】【女】【子】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【她】【说】【过】【:】【“】【再】【也】【没】【有】【比】【你】【更】【好】【的】【存】【在】【,】【让】【我】【如】【此】【欢】【喜】【。】【”】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【就】【在】【那】【一】【刻】【,】【我】【觉】【得】【她】【会】【做】【我】【一】【辈】【子】【的】【朋】【友】【。】【血】【液】【在】【过】【去】【很】【长】【一】【段】【时】【间】【里】【都】【不】【曾】【沸】【腾】【了】【,】【对】【于】【周】【围】【停】【下】【或】【行】【走】【的】【路】【人】【甲】【乙】【丙】【丁】【没】【有】【厌】【恶】【,】【也】【没】【有】【过】【多】【的】【喜】【欢】【。】【就】【这】【样】【突】【然】【地】【发】【现】【,】【自】【己】【被】【托】【在】【了】【柔】【软】【的】【掌】【心】【,】【干】【燥】【而】【温】【暖】【。】【过】【久】【的】【对】【于】【爱】【的】【渴】【望】【,】【被】【拉】【伸】【到】【一】【个】【满】【心】【欢】【喜】【的】【弧】【度】【。】【不】【会】【再】【去】【刻】【意】【遏】【制】【,】【即】【使】【会】【有】【绷】【断】【的】【那】【一】【天】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【你】【有】【没】【有】【遇】【见】【过】【这】【样】【一】【个】【人】【?】【令】【你】【不】【得】【不】【打】【破】【常】【规】【,】【变】【得】【手】【足】【无】【措】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【即】【使】【害】【怕】【未】【知】【,】【害】【怕】【没】【有】【结】【果】【,】【却】【依】【旧】【想】【去】【试】【一】【试】【,】【知】【道】【自】【己】【也】【曾】【被】【人】【在】【意】【过】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【你】【可】【以】【不】【相】【信】【一】【个】【人】【对】【你】【说】【爱】【,】【但】【你】【一】【定】【要】【坚】【信】【对】【你】【说】【珍】【惜】【的】【人】【。】【爱】【的】【保】【质】【期】【可】【能】【不】【长】【,】【能】【学】【会】【珍】【惜】【的】【人】【,】【却】【可】【以】【许】【你】【一】【个】【牢】【不】【可】【破】【的】【未】【来】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【亲】【爱】【的】【小】【方】【,】【我】【不】【过】【是】【不】【想】【再】【看】【到】【你】【我】【也】【会】【走】【向】【奔】【赴】【结】【局】【的】【道】【路】【,】【像】【过】【去】【的】【太】【多】【次】【。】【你】【当】【时】【骂】【我】【为】【什】【么】【对】【你】【对】【自】【己】【没】【有】【信】【心】【。】【我】【说】【请】【原】【谅】【我】【,】【我】【是】【真】【的】【不】【再】【有】【重】【蹈】【覆】【辙】【的】【勇】【气】【。】【太】【多】【的】【情】【感】【不】【是】【有】【了】【信】【心】【就】【能】【一】【直】【维】【持】【下】【去】【,】【我】【想】【表】【明】【,】【我】【再】【也】【输】【不】【起】【。】【更】【重】【要】【的】【是】【,】【我】【是】【那】【么】【的】【在】【乎】【你】【,】【那】【么】【那】【么】【的】【在】【乎】【你】【,】【不】【想】【失】【去】【你】【。】【为】【了】【这】【个】【理】【由】【,】【我】【可】【以】【收】【回】【所】【有】【燃】【起】【的】【烟】【火】【,】【投】【入】【海】【底】【,】【不】【再】【燃】【烧】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【还】【说】【:】【“】【小】【方】【,】【我】【要】【你】【做】【我】【的】【岛】【;】【而】【我】【,】【会】【成】【为】【你】【的】【帆】【。】【”】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【你】【看】【,】【你】【一】【定】【不】【知】【道】【自】【己】【,】【有】【一】【天】【,】【也】【会】【被】【人】【写】【进】【梦】【里】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【可】【是】【现】【在】【,】【小】【方】【,】【我】【叫】【着】【你】【的】【名】【字】【,】【却】【看】【不】【清】【你】【的】【模】【样】【。】【从】【相】【互】【欢】【喜】【到】【两】【看】【相】【厌】【,】【我】【知】【道】【这】【是】【最】【常】【规】【的】【结】【局】【。】【时】【常】【觉】【得】【友】【谊】【与】【恋】【爱】【在】【技】【巧】【方】【面】【是】【异】【曲】【同】【工】【,】【相】【恋】【时】【的】【幸】【福】【生】【活】【以】【及】【彼】【此】【折】【磨】【,】【朋】【友】【间】【也】【都】【是】【存】【在】【的】【。】【感】【情】【有】【温】【度】【,】【就】【像】【被】【温】【水】【煮】【沸】【的】【青】【蛙】【,】【过】【久】【的】【温】【存】【让】【我】【们】【之】【间】【的】【感】【情】【迷】【失】【直】【至】【死】【亡】【。】【过】【去】【那】【些】【被】【泪】【水】【浸】【得】【透】【明】【的】【日】【子】【,】【以】【为】【自】【己】【会】【挺】【不】【下】【去】【的】【日】【子】【,】【我】【看】【过】【那】【么】【多】【人】【都】【经】【历】【过】【,】【包】【括】【因】【它】【们】【而】【成】【长】【的】【自】【己】【。】【年】【年】【的】【打】【磨】【,】【终】【于】【可】【以】【成】【为】【在】【被】【握】【住】【时】【不】【刺】【痛】【他】【人】【的】【鹅】【卵】【石】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【们】【就】【这】【样】【度】【过】【,】【这】【样】【度】【过】【了】【。】【不】【知】【从】【何】【时】【开】【始】【,】【彼】【此】【之】【间】【不】【会】【再】【有】【更】【多】【能】【使】【对】【方】【开】【心】【的】【话】【语】【,】【常】【常】【出】【现】【冷】【场】【的】【尴】【尬】【。】【我】【不】【会】【再】【去】【为】【她】【改】【签】【名】【,】【她】【在】【Q】【Q】【上】【也】【很】【少】【回】【我】【的】【话】【,】【经】【常】【选】【择】【置】【之】【不】【理】【。】【中】【午】【我】【不】【再】【和】【她】【一】【起】【吃】【饭】【,】【因】【为】【不】【想】【勉】【强】【自】【己】【去】【迁】【就】【她】【。】【我】【说】【过】【的】【话】【她】【不】【会】【在】【意】【,】【甚】【至】【会】【当】【作】【玩】【笑】【。】【我】【们】【有】【更】【多】【的】【话】【要】【和】【除】【对】【方】【以】【外】【的】【人】【讲】【。】【有】【些】【谎】【言】【在】【最】【初】【就】【已】【经】【以】【原】【始】【的】【姿】【态】【呈】【现】【在】【我】【眼】【前】【,】【可】【那】【时】【我】【还】【是】【头】【脑】【发】【热】【的】【热】【血】【青】【年】【,】【偏】【偏】【就】【选】【择】【假】【装】【看】【不】【见】【。】【“】【滴】【答】【滴】【答】【滴】【答】【”】【,】【我】【们】【为】【彼】【此】【埋】【下】【了】【一】【颗】【定】【时】【炸】【弹】【,】【但】【引】【爆】【后】【不】【知】【爆】【炸】【的】【是】【炸】【弹】【还】【是】【我】【们】【自】【己】【。】【彼】【此】【不】【再】【相】【依】【,】【不】【再】【信】【任】【对】【方】【,】【不】【再】【尊】【重】【对】【方】【的】【一】【切】【,】【仿】【佛】【初】【见】【时】【共】【同】【经】【历】【的】【一】【切】【都】【是】【过】【眼】【云】【烟】【,】【只】【是】【做】【了】【一】【场】【太】【真】【实】【的】【梦】【而】【已】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【一】【觉】【醒】【来】【,】【天】【都】【黑】【了】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【真】【的】【是】【这】【样】【呢】【。】【在】【很】【多】【时】【候】【,】【朋】【友】【的】【界】【限】【是】【那】【么】【模】【糊】【,】【所】【以】【它】【们】【容】【易】【在】【不】【经】【意】【间】【被】【抹】【杀】【,】【或】【是】【染】【上】【其】【他】【不】【同】【于】【友】【情】【的】【羁】【绊】【。】【其】【实】【,】【在】【我】【看】【来】【,】【愿】【意】【为】【你】【做】【他】【不】【愿】【为】【陌】【生】【人】【做】【的】【事】【情】【的】【人】【就】【是】【朋】【友】【,】【哪】【怕】【只】【有】【一】【件】【。】【回】【头】【来】【想】【,】【这】【么】【多】【年】【来】【竟】【没】【有】【一】【个】【人】【能】【陪】【我】【走】【得】【久】【一】【点】【。】【即】【使】【害】【怕】【未】【知】【,】【害】【怕】【失】【去】【,】【却】【依】【旧】【想】【去】【试】【一】【试】【,】【知】【道】【自】【己】【也】【曾】【被】【人】【在】【意】【过】【。】【但】【那】【也】【只】【是】【浅】【尝】【辄】【止】【,】【我】【从】【不】【轻】【易】【说】【爱】【,】【因】【为】【那】【更】【像】【是】【一】【个】【诺】【言】【。】【而】【我】【爱】【得】【太】【过】【单】【薄】【,】【无】【力】【承】【担】【后】【果】【。】【对】【于】【做】【不】【到】【的】【事】【,】【我】【不】【会】【妄】【下】【诺】【言】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【于】【是】【为】【了】【让】【自】【己】【更】【轻】【松】【地】【活】【过】【,】【我】【认】【真】【地】【调】【侃】【自】【己】【,】【自】【称】【皇】【上】【,】【你】【们】【谁】【谁】【谁】【都】【是】【朕】【的】【爱】【妃】【,】【在】【游】【刃】【有】【余】【间】【也】【落】【得】【一】【个】【风】【趣】【的】【美】【名】【。】【但】【我】【庆】【幸】【自】【己】【能】【拥】【有】【现】【在】【拥】【有】【的】【,】【感】【谢】【这】【些】【女】【孩】【暂】【时】【的】【陪】【伴】【,】【让】【我】【觉】【得】【快】【乐】【。】【我】【所】【说】【的】【快】【乐】【,】【足】【以】【抵】【过】【任】【何】【一】【个】【大】【晴】【天】【。】【也】【许】【在】【不】【久】【以】【后】【,】【更】【可】【能】【是】【现】【在】【,】【我】【们】【将】【有】【各】【自】【的】【路】【途】【,】【但】【我】【们】【在】【生】【长】【期】【里】【为】【对】【方】【播】【下】【的】【关】【于】【幸】【福】【的】【种】【子】【,】【一】【定】【会】【被】【细】【细】【珍】【藏】【。】【在】【将】【来】【一】【个】【散】【发】【着】【青】【草】【清】【香】【的】【下】【午】【,】【它】【会】【教】【会】【我】【们】【白】【头】【如】【新】【。】

                    【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【时】【不】【时】【地】【,】【每】【当】【外】【面】【的】【世】【界】【将】【我】【吞】【没】【,】【每】【当】【发】【生】【了】【一】【些】【让】【我】【疯】【狂】【,】【让】【我】【必】【须】【蹿】【出】【去】【、】【走】【到】【大】【街】【上】【去】【的】【事】【儿】【,】【我】【就】【会】【为】【外】【面】【的】【世】【界】【写】【作】【。】【 】【—】【—】【玛】【格】【丽】【特】【·】【杜】【拉】【斯】【《】【外】【面】【的】【世】【界】【》】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【上】【世】【纪】【的】【后】【半】【叶】【,】【杜】【拉】【斯】【先】【后】【为】【《】【法】【兰】【西】【观】【察】【家】【》】【《】【解】【放】【报】【》】【《】【女】【巫】【》】【《】【世】【界】【报】【》】【《】【晨】【报】【》】【等】【报】【刊】【写】【专】【栏】【文】【章】【,】【这】【些】【文】【章】【和】【一】【些】【未】【公】【开】【的】【散】【记】【书】【信】【后】【来】【被】【整】【理】【成】【两】【本】【书】【,】【分】【别】【是】【1】【9】【8】【1】【年】【阿】【尔】【班】【·】【米】【歇】【尔】【出】【版】【社】【出】【版】【、】【1】【9】【8】【4】【年】【P】【O】【L】【出】【版】【社】【再】【版】【的】【《】【外】【面】【的】【世】【界】【》】【和】【1】【9】【9】【3】【年】【P】【O】【L】【出】【版】【的】【《】【外】【面】【的】【世】【界】【I】【I】【》】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【《】【外】【面】【的】【世】【界】【》】【并】【不】【是】【杜】【拉】【斯】【非】【常】【重】【要】【的】【作】【品】【,】【可】【是】【,】【这】【些】【带】【有】【浓】【重】【个】【人】【色】【彩】【的】【散】【乱】【文】【字】【,】【因】【为】【写】【作】【时】【迫】【不】【得】【已】【的】【快】【捷】【,】【能】【让】【你】【看】【到】【与】【以】【往】【不】【同】【的】【杜】【拉】【斯】【。】【就】【像】【克】【里】【斯】【蒂】【安】【娜】【在】【《】【外】【面】【的】【世】【界】【I】【I】【》】【的】【序】【中】【所】【说】【的】【那】【样】【:】【“】【书】【名】【本】【身】【就】【不】【言】【而】【喻】【。】【它】【收】【录】【了】【玛】【格】【丽】【特】【·】【杜】【拉】【斯】【1】【9】【6】【2】【-】【1】【9】【9】【3】【年】【间】【写】【的】【报】【刊】【文】【章】【、】【序】【言】【、】【书】【信】【、】【随】【笔】【,】【有】【的】【已】【经】【发】【表】【了】【,】【有】【的】【从】【未】【刊】【行】【过】【。】【有】【的】【文】【章】【源】【于】【政】【治】【或】【社】【会】【事】【件】【,】【出】【于】【义】【愤】【,】【有】【的】【是】【因】【为】【一】【部】【心】【爱】【的】【电】【影】【,】【一】【帧】【看】【了】【良】【久】【的】【画】【作】【,】【一】【次】【相】【逢】【,】【一】【夜】【寂】【寞】【。】【这】【些】【文】【字】【,】【这】【些】【作】【品】【集】【中】【遗】【漏】【的】【短】【章】【,】【是】【玛】【格】【丽】【特】【·】【杜】【拉】【斯】【为】【身】【外】【的】【世】【界】【写】【的】【,】【它】【们】【构】【成】【了】【她】【的】【作】【品】【集】【的】【一】【个】【补】【充】【。】【”】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【杜】【拉】【斯】【似】【乎】【从】【来】【不】【吝】【啬】【自】【己】【的】【文】【字】【,】【她】【基】【本】【什】【么】【都】【写】【。】【她】【尝】【试】【过】【各】【种】【不】【同】【的】【题】【材】【。】【事】【实】【上】【,】【她】【也】【确】【实】【称】【得】【上】【多】【产】【。】【八】【十】【多】【年】【里】【写】【了】【六】【十】【多】【本】【书】【,】【有】【十】【九】【部】【被】【拍】【成】【电】【影】【。】【不】【过】【,】【虽】【然】【她】【写】【了】【这】【么】【多】【书】【,】【却】【始】【终】【经】【济】【拮】【据】【。】【现】【实】【在】【每】【个】【人】【的】【背】【面】【有】【着】【怎】【样】【的】【深】【渊】【,】【外】【人】【无】【法】【猜】【度】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【那】【些】【为】【报】【纸】【和】【杂】【志】【写】【作】【的】【新】【闻】【性】【文】【字】【内】【容】【芜】【杂】【,】【有】【着】【清】【晰】【可】【见】【的】【焦】【灼】【与】【尖】【锐】【。】【她】【依】【然】【是】【用】【大】【量】【短】【促】【、】【断】【裂】【的】【句】【子】【,】【为】【我】【们】【捕】【捉】【出】【某】【个】【时】【刻】【世】【界】【在】【她】【眼】【里】【的】【样】【子】【。】【关】【于】【政】【治】【的】【、】【历】【史】【的】【、】【革】【命】【的】【、】【社】【会】【的】【,】【道】【德】【的】【与】【非】【道】【德】【的】【,】【荒】【谬】【及】【残】【酷】【,】【绝】【望】【和】【生】【存】【。】【偶】【尔】【会】【有】【关】【于】【童】【年】【风】【景】【的】【记】【忆】【,】【真】【实】【的】【记】【忆】【,】【深】【处】【剧】【烈】【的】【真】【实】【,】【倾】【诉】【和】【欢】【庆】【,】【控】【制】【和】【失】【控】【…】【…】【如】【此】【种】【种】【,】【都】【用】【放】【肆】【、】【嚣】【张】【、】【轻】【快】【的】【语】【气】【道】【来】【,】【有】【着】【并】【不】【深】【刻】【的】【专】【断】【,】【却】【在】【漫】【不】【经】【心】【间】【控】【制】【住】【我】【们】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【“】【玛】【格】【丽】【特】【·】【杜】【拉】【斯】【,】【你】【可】【以】【爱】【她】【,】【也】【可】【以】【恨】【她】【,】【而】【作】【为】【一】【个】【作】【家】【,】【她】【的】【艺】【术】【魅】【力】【则】【是】【无】【可】【抵】【挡】【的】【,】【是】【不】【朽】【的】【。】【”】【的】【确】【,】【杜】【拉】【斯】【于】【我】【是】【个】【难】【以】【表】【述】【清】【楚】【的】【作】【家】【,】【说】【起】【来】【她】【是】【我】【在】【写】【作】【上】【启】【蒙】【老】【师】【的】【老】【师】【(】【安】【妮】【宝】【贝】【一】【直】【奉】【《】【情】【人】【》】【是】【对】【她】【影】【响】【最】【大】【的】【作】【品】【)】【。】【可】【她】【不】【是】【我】【喜】【欢】【的】【类】【型】【,】【但】【我】【对】【她】【文】【字】【的】【魅】【力】【却】【不】【能】【拒】【斥】【和】【漠】【视】【。】【我】【的】【阅】【读】【不】【仅】【仅】【是】【观】【看】【风】【景】【,】【而】【是】【在】【穿】【越】【文】【字】【筑】【就】【的】【重】【重】【迷】【宫】【,】【不】【断】【地】【接】【近】【她】【所】【期】【待】【读】【者】【抵】【达】【的】【半】【明】【半】【暗】【的】【内】【核】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【她】【的】【文】【字】【以】【及】【她】【自】【己】【本】【身】【,】【都】【是】【一】【个】【谜】【。】【她】【始】【终】【在】【前】【卫】【与】【经】【典】【之】【间】【周】【旋】【。】【她】【的】【魅】【力】【来】【自】【于】【她】【的】【传】【奇】【,】【她】【有】【她】【所】【承】【受】【的】【道】【德】【标】【准】【,】【所】【以】【也】【有】【她】【努】【力】【想】【要】【突】【破】【的】【道】【德】【标】【准】【。】【她】【有】【源】【于】【一】【个】【时】【代】【的】【疼】【痛】【,】【有】【着】【明】【显】【玛】【格】【丽】【特】【风】【格】【的】【文】【字】【,】【可】【以】【唤】【醒】【我】【们】【内】【心】【潜】【藏】【的】【欲】【念】【和】【泪】【水】【。】【她】【为】【读】【者】【带】【来】【绝】【望】【、】【失】【去】【、】【孤】【独】【和】【激】【情】【种】【种】【,】【是】【关】【于】【记】【忆】【与】【遗】【忘】【,】【距】【离】【与】【背】【弃】【,】【沧】【桑】【与】【激】【情】【,】【以】【及】【在】【黑】【暗】【中】【阅】【读】【与】【爱】【恋】【的】【各】【种】【姿】【势】【—】【—】【冷】【静】【也】【是】【有】【的】【。】【极】【端】【的】【行】【文】【风】【格】【大】【概】【来】【源】【于】【极】【端】【的】【个】【人】【活】【法】【:】【绝】【望】【先】【于】【存】【在】【而】【存】【在】【。】【一】【切】【从】【绝】【望】【开】【始】【,】【这】【是】【典】【型】【的】【杜】【拉】【斯】【式】【的】【句】【子】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【杜】【拉】【斯】【说】【她】【最】【初】【阅】【读】【是】【因】【为】【匮】【乏】【,】【然】【后】【又】【说】【她】【写】【作】【是】【因】【为】【困】【扰】【。】【当】【她】【的】【书】【在】【中】【国】【被】【贴】【上】【小】【资】【必】【读】【作】【家】【的】【标】【签】【来】【阅】【读】【的】【时】【候】【,】【大】【量】【的】【小】【资】【青】【年】【反】【复】【谈】【论】【的】【依】【旧】【是】【《】【情】【人】【》】【《】【广】【岛】【之】【恋】【》】【等】【等】【几】【本】【畅】【销】【小】【说】【。】【他】【们】【或】【自】【以】【为】【已】【经】【到】【了】【远】【离】【杜】【拉】【斯】【的】【年】【龄】【,】【仿】【佛】【与】【人】【讨】【论】【有】【关】【杜】【拉】【斯】【的】【话】【题】【是】【种】【俗】【套】【,】【却】【又】【不】【得】【不】【在】【各】【种】【场】【合】【与】【别】【人】【聊】【起】【这】【个】【法】【国】【2】【0】【世】【纪】【后】【半】【叶】【最】【奇】【特】【和】【独】【立】【的】【女】【作】【家】【,】【谈】【论】【那】【些】【充】【满】【着】【燥】【热】【、】【暴】【雨】【、】【酒】【精】【和】【抑】【郁】【不】【安】【,】【断】【断】【续】【续】【的】【对】【话】【或】【者】【失】【语】【,】【当】【然】【,】【还】【有】【闪】【电】【般】【的】【爱】【情】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【们】【是】【在】【一】【个】【还】【未】【开】【始】【流】【行】【就】【已】【经】【过】【时】【的】【时】【代】【,】【可】【日】【常】【生】【活】【中】【的】【体】【验】【似】【乎】【仍】【旧】【需】【要】【从】【前】【人】【写】【就】【的】【文】【字】【里】【寻】【找】【可】【以】【表】【达】【我】【们】【感】【知】【的】【言】【辞】【。】【八】【卦】【、】【俗】【套】【、】【夸】【张】【、】【每】【日】【流】【逝】【的】【生】【活】【…】【…】【种】【种】【人】【生】【的】【场】【景】【都】【在】【世】【界】【的】【某】【个】【角】【落】【里】【酝】【酿】【发】【生】【。】【法】【国】【哲】【学】【家】【、】【社】【会】【学】【之】【父】【孔】【德】【(】【A】【.】【 】【C】【o】【m】【t】【e】【)】【曾】【经】【提】【出】【一】【个】【意】【义】【深】【刻】【的】【命】【题】【:】【世】【界】【历】【史】【在】【其】【发】【展】【的】【程】【序】【中】【越】【来】【越】【多】【地】【为】【死】【者】【所】【决】【定】【和】【操】【纵】【,】【而】【越】【来】【越】【少】【地】【为】【生】【者】【所】【决】【定】【和】【操】【纵】【。】【如】【是】【,】【当】【我】【们】【想】【在】【杜】【拉】【斯】【天】【才】【及】【自】【恋】【的】【文】【字】【中】【搜】【寻】【些】【什】【么】【的】【时】【候】【,】【却】【惊】【愕】【地】【看】【到】【自】【己】【的】【反】【射】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【玛】【格】【丽】【特】【·】【杜】【拉】【斯】【于】【1】【9】【9】【6】【年】【3】【月】【3】【日】【逝】【世】【,】【葬】【于】【巴】【黎】【的】【蒙】【帕】【纳】【斯】【公】【墓】【,】【与】【波】【德】【莱】【尔】【、】【莫】【泊】【桑】【和】【萨】【特】【们】【一】【起】【长】【眠】【于】【此】【。】【而】【那】【些】【印】【在】【法】【文】【原】【版】【书】【籍】【封】【面】【上】【的】【黑】【白】【照】【片】【仿】【佛】【被】【雕】【刻】【的】【时】【光】【,】【带】【着】【平】【静】【的】【伤】【痛】【,】【表】【情】【如】【昨】【。】澳门新葡亰app下载【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【家】【世】【代】【耕】【田】【。】【我】【爹】【就】【是】【五】【癞】【子】【,】【我】【是】【方】【阿】【根】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【们】【庄】【上】【都】【姓】【方】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【有】【点】【儿】【笨】【,】【村】【里】【人】【都】【不】【太】【瞧】【得】【起】【我】【。】【我】【只】【有】【一】【个】【要】【好】【的】【朋】【友】【,】【但】【他】【比】【我】【还】【要】【傻】【。】【他】【算】【得】【上】【是】【村】【里】【最】【傻】【的】【,】【所】【以】【我】【们】【俩】【很】【要】【好】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【他】【有】【个】【奇】【怪】【的】【名】【字】【,】【叫】【方】【什】【么】【永】【。】【我】【老】【爹】【说】【那】【是】【“】【文】【化】【人】【”】【的】【名】【字】【,】【“】【文】【化】【人】【”】【就】【是】【读】【书】【人】【。】【那】【名】【字】【是】【村】【里】【一】【个】【秀】【才】【起】【的】【,】【读】【不】【顺】【口】【。】【我】【一】【向】【称】【呼】【他】【“】【永】【子】【”】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【对】【了】【,】【永】【子】【小】【时】【候】【是】【很】【聪】【明】【的】【,】【算】【得】【上】【全】【村】【最】【聪】【明】【的】【,】【可】【惜】【后】【来】【一】【点】【点】【变】【傻】【了】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【永】【子】【五】【岁】【就】【会】【写】【诗】【了】【(】【五】【岁】【我】【还】【不】【记】【事】【呢】【)】【。】【听】【人】【说】【他】【第】【一】【次】【写】【诗】【的】【时】【候】【全】【乡】【的】【读】【书】【人】【都】【去】【看】【了】【,】【都】【称】【赞】【他】【写】【得】【好】【。】【他】【爹】【又】【吃】【惊】【,】【又】【高】【兴】【,】【在】【一】【旁】【脸】【红】【通】【通】【的】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【没】【人】【教】【过】【永】【子】【写】【字】【,】【他】【第】【一】【次】【写】【字】【就】【写】【诗】【了】【。】【诗】【是】【读】【书】【人】【写】【的】【,】【我】【爹】【说】【写】【诗】【的】【读】【书】【人】【将】【来】【能】【做】【官】【。】【幸】【亏】【永】【子】【没】【去】【当】【官】【,】【不】【然】【现】【在】【村】【里】【就】【没】【有】【比】【我】【更】【傻】【的】【人】【了】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【从】【那】【以】【后】【永】【子】【每】【天】【都】【写】【诗】【,】【每】【天】【他】【家】【都】【围】【满】【了】【人】【。】【每】【次】【他】【写】【诗】【,】【我】【们】【一】【帮】【小】【孩】【子】【就】【在】【门】【缝】【里】【远】【远】【地】【看】【着】【,】【偶】【尔】【看】【到】【他】【的】【正】【脸】【闪】【过】【一】【下】【,】【我】【们】【都】【很】【兴】【奋】【,】【我】【爹】【就】【指】【着】【他】【说】【:】【“】【喏】【,】【这】【个】【就】【是】【写】【诗】【的】【神】【童】【。】【”】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【后】【来】【永】【子】【他】【爸】【想】【出】【了】【个】【主】【意】【,】【拿】【永】【子】【的】【诗】【来】【换】【钱】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【不】【知】【道】【诗】【能】【换】【什】【么】【钱】【,】【几】【个】【墨】【字】【,】【又】【当】【不】【了】【粮】【食】【。】【可】【我】【爹】【说】【,】【他】【亲】【眼】【看】【见】【县】【上】【的】【张】【员】【外】【坐】【着】【轿】【子】【来】【到】【永】【子】【家】【,】【掏】【出】【白】【花】【花】【的】【银】【子】【来】【换】【永】【子】【的】【诗】【。】【我】【爹】【在】【屋】【子】【外】【头】【看】【得】【眼】【都】【直】【了】【:】【那】【银】【子】【一】【拿】【出】【来】【,】【永】【子】【家】【整】【屋】【都】【银】【光】【闪】【闪】【,】【银】【子】【的】【“】【钱】【气】【”】【把】【几】【个】【人】【都】【罩】【住】【了】【。】【我】【爹】【半】【辈】【子】【也】【没】【见】【过】【几】【回】【银】【子】【,】【他】【一】【回】【来】【,】【眼】【睛】【闪】【着】【光】【,】【咽】【了】【两】【口】【老】【酒】【,】【一】【抹】【嘴】【,】【脸】【上】【又】【是】【羡】【慕】【又】【是】【愤】【恨】【。】【他】【教】【训】【我】【,】【要】【我】【以】【后】【上】【私】【塾】【,】【也】【要】【像】【永】【子】【一】【样】【写】【诗】【,】【不】【求】【写】【得】【他】【那】【样】【好】【,】【一】【半】【好】【也】【足】【够】【养】【我】【们】【全】【家】【了】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【永】【子】【的】【诗】【写】【得】【越】【来】【越】【好】【。】【他】【爸】【爸】【整】【天】【背】【着】【他】【上】【县】【城】【去】【写】【诗】【卖】【钱】【,】【很】【快】【家】【里】【就】【盖】【了】【新】【瓦】【房】【,】【三】【进】【三】【间】【,】【是】【我】【们】【全】【村】【最】【气】【派】【的】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【永】【子】【七】【岁】【那】【年】【,】【我】【九】【岁】【。】【我】【上】【了】【私】【塾】【,】【但】【功】【课】【是】【全】【私】【塾】【里】【最】【差】【的】【。】【上】【了】【一】【年】【学】【,】【我】【板】【子】【吃】【了】【不】【少】【,】【可】【一】【个】【字】【都】【没】【认】【全】【。】【于】【是】【我】【常】【常】【逃】【学】【,】【到】【溪】【滩】【上】【玩】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【那】【时】【永】【子】【还】【在】【写】【诗】【,】【不】【过】【名】【气】【没】【有】【前】【两】【年】【那】【样】【大】【了】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【有】【一】【天】【,】【我】【到】【溪】【滩】【上】【玩】【,】【看】【到】【溪】【边】【蹲】【着】【个】【人】【影】【。】【走】【近】【一】【看】【,】【我】【吓】【了】【一】【跳】【,】【竟】【然】【是】【永】【子】【。】【我】【想】【他】【不】【写】【诗】【到】【这】【边】【来】【干】【什】【么】【。】【永】【子】【回】【过】【头】【看】【见】【我】【,】【一】【笑】【,】【竟】【然】【主】【动】【跟】【我】【打】【招】【呼】【。】【我】【又】【吓】【了】【一】【跳】【,】【这】【是】【永】【子】【第】【一】【次】【跟】【我】【打】【招】【呼】【,】【以】【前】【他】【都】【没】【正】【眼】【看】【过】【我】【一】【眼】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【小】【心】【翼】【翼】【地】【走】【过】【去】【,】【靠】【近】【他】【一】【点】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【这】【是】【我】【头】【一】【次】【这】【么】【近】【打】【量】【他】【。】【永】【子】【的】【脸】【很】【白】【,】【脑】【门】【特】【别】【宽】【,】【眼】【睛】【却】【有】【点】【小】【。】【我】【看】【他】【的】【眼】【睛】【,】【又】【觉】【得】【跟】【一】【般】【乡】【下】【人】【不】【一】【样】【,】【他】【眼】【睛】【里】【有】【股】【“】【神】【气】【”】【。】【算】【命】【半】【瞎】【铁】【棍】【阿】【保】【说】【成】【大】【事】【的】【人】【“】【天】【庭】【饱】【满】【”】【,】【两】【眼】【有】【神】【,】【大】【概】【说】【的】【就】【是】【永】【子】【这】【样】【的】【人】【。】【想】【到】【这】【,】【我】【又】【慌】【张】【起】【来】【,】【我】【对】【面】【的】【可】【是】【能】【拿】【诗】【换】【银】【子】【的】【神】【童】【啊】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【此】【刻】【,】【他】【不】【理】【睬】【我】【,】【专】【心】【致】【志】【地】【在】【沙】【地】【上】【画】【着】【些】【奇】【怪】【的】【符】【号】【,】【这】【和】【他】【写】【的】【字】【并】【不】【一】【样】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【不】【安】【了】【一】【会】【儿】【,】【最】【终】【还】【是】【结】【巴】【着】【问】【:】【“】【你】【…】【…】【你】【在】【写】【…】【…】【写】【诗】【啊】【?】【”】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【永】【子】【不】【看】【我】【,】【笑】【了】【一】【下】【:】【“】【不】【。】【”】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【更】【加】【不】【懂】【,】【然】【而】【他】【回】【答】【了】【我】【,】【我】【胆】【子】【就】【大】【了】【一】【些】【。】【再】【问】【:】【“】【那】【,】【这】【是】【什】【么】【?】【”】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【永】【子】【愣】【了】【一】【下】【,】【似】【乎】【自】【言】【自】【语】【了】【一】【声】【:】【“】【这】【是】【个】【问】【题】【。】【”】【然】【后】【对】【我】【说】【:】【“】【嗯】【,】【我】【暂】【时】【把】【它】【叫】【…】【…】【平】【面】【直】【角】【坐】【标】【系】【。】【”】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【一】【时】【半】【会】【儿】【没】【听】【清】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【永】【子】【一】【边】【低】【头】【画】【着】【符】【号】【,】【一】【边】【像】【是】【对】【我】【介】【绍】【:】【“】【这】【个】【叫】【二】【次】【函】【数】【…】【…】【那】【个】【叫】【作】【多】【元】【二】【次】【方】【程】【,】【它】【的】【解】【可】【以】【表】【示】【为】【…】【…】【你】【再】【看】【这】【个】【,】【这】【个】【是】【三】【角】【函】【数】【…】【…】【”】【他】【讲】【了】【很】【多】【,】【尽】【是】【我】【不】【懂】【的】【话】【,】【还】【出】【现】【了】【“】【切】【线】【”】【“】【弦】【切】【角】【”】【之】【类】【的】【词】【语】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【说】【完】【,】【他】【看】【着】【我】【,】【我】【一】【直】【呆】【在】【那】【里】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【他】【苦】【笑】【了】【一】【下】【:】【“】【算】【了】【,】【你】【应】【该】【也】【不】【懂】【吧】【。】【”】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【半】【天】【才】【缓】【过】【劲】【来】【。】【我】【又】【想】【了】【半】【天】【,】【才】【想】【起】【我】【要】【问】【他】【的】【问】【题】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【问】【:】【“】【你】【一】【个】【人】【待】【着】【这】【里】【,】【不】【写】【诗】【了】【?】【你】【爹】【不】【骂】【你】【?】【”】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【他】【撇】【了】【下】【嘴】【:】【“】【写】【诗】【能】【干】【什】【么】【?】【”】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【“】【能】【换】【银】【子】【啊】【!】【”】【我】【怀】【疑】【神】【童】【傻】【了】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【(】【而】【后】【来】【,】【他】【真】【的】【傻】【了】【。】【)】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【他】【抬】【头】【看】【天】【,】【然】【后】【说】【:】【“】【我】【已】【经】【找】【到】【比】【写】【诗】【更】【有】【意】【义】【的】【事】【了】【!】【”】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【接】【着】【问】【我】【:】【“】【你】【叫】【什】【么】【?】【”】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【一】【时】【间】【没】【准】【备】【,】【呆】【了】【一】【下】【,】【才】【说】【:】【“】【嗯】【…】【…】【叫】【阿】【根】【。】【”】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【他】【说】【:】【“】【嗯】【,】【你】【是】【我】【的】【朋】【友】【了】【。】【你】【是】【我】【第】【一】【个】【朋】【友】【,】【也】【将】【是】【最】【后】【一】【个】【。】【”】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【说】【着】【他】【笑】【了】【。】【我】【看】【他】【的】【眼】【睛】【,】【又】【觉】【得】【那】【里】【有】【种】【“】【神】【气】【”】【之】【外】【的】【东】【西】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【当】【时】【我】【不】【懂】【永】【子】【那】【句】【话】【的】【意】【思】【,】【我】【到】【现】【在】【也】【没】【懂】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【之】【后】【,】【我】【和】【永】【子】【经】【常】【碰】【面】【,】【在】【溪】【滩】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【不】【知】【道】【他】【用】【什】【么】【方】【法】【溜】【出】【家】【门】【,】【但】【他】【总】【有】【办】【法】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【渐】【渐】【知】【道】【他】【一】【直】【在】【小】【溪】【边】【的】【芦】【苇】【丛】【中】【做】【什】【么】【事】【。】【他】【对】【我】【说】【的】【话】【总】【在】【变】【,】【什】【么】【“】【原】【子】【”】【“】【分】【子】【”】【,】【又】【是】【什】【么】【“】【电】【”】【“】【磁】【”】【。】【又】【常】【常】【在】【地】【上】【摆】【着】【符】【号】【算】【着】【什】【么】【,】【像】【阿】【保】【算】【卦】【。】【我】【听】【不】【懂】【也】【看】【不】【懂】【,】【不】【过】【我】【一】【直】【静】【静】【地】【听】【,】【静】【静】【地】【看】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【日】【子】【就】【这】【样】【一】【天】【天】【过】【去】【了】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【有】【一】【天】【村】【里】【出】【了】【大】【事】【,】【那】【一】【年】【永】【子】【十】【二】【岁】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【听】【说】【是】【京】【城】【叫】【王】【安】【石】【的】【大】【官】【来】【了】【,】【这】【是】【来】【这】【里】【的】【最】【大】【的】【官】【,】【连】【县】【太】【爷】【都】【在】【边】【上】【陪】【着】【。】【张】【员】【外】【这】【样】【的】【财】【主】【,】【都】【只】【能】【远】【远】【地】【跟】【着】【,】【陪】【的】【资】【格】【都】【没】【有】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【大】【官】【本】【来】【是】【到】【县】【上】【探】【亲】【的】【,】【听】【说】【这】【附】【近】【有】【个】【会】【作】【诗】【的】【小】【孩】【,】【起】【了】【好】【奇】【心】【,】【竟】【要】【来】【乡】【下】【专】【门】【看】【永】【子】【作】【诗】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【那】【时】【我】【早】【已】【经】【从】【私】【塾】【退】【学】【,】【大】【官】【的】【轿】【子】【进】【村】【时】【,】【我】【和】【爹】【正】【在】【村】【头】【锄】【地】【。】【见】【到】【大】【官】【的】【队】【伍】【,】【我】【爹】【扔】【下】【锄】【头】【就】【往】【过】【跑】【。】【见】【我】【愣】【在】【原】【地】【,】【我】【爹】【走】【了】【几】【步】【停】【住】【,】【不】【耐】【烦】【地】【喊】【:】【“】【根】【子】【,】【走】【啊】【!】【大】【官】【进】【村】【了】【,】【肯】【定】【有】【热】【闹】【,】【快】【跟】【过】【去】【看】【!】【”】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【和】【爹】【随】【围】【观】【的】【人】【群】【挨】【挨】【挤】【挤】【,】【一】【直】【走】【到】【永】【子】【家】【附】【近】【。】【路】【上】【、】【房】【顶】【上】【站】【满】【、】【坐】【满】【了】【人】【,】【几】【棵】【大】【树】【的】【枝】【头】【也】【被】【人】【占】【了】【。】【爹】【直】【骂】【我】【手】【脚】【慢】【,】【脑】【子】【不】【灵】【光】【,】【没】【出】【息】【。】【现】【在】【我】【们】【只】【能】【看】【到】【一】【大】【片】【黑】【乎】【乎】【的】【人】【头】【,】【还】【被】【挤】【得】【热】【死】【。】【我】【记】【得】【村】【子】【里】【原】【本】【没】【有】【这】【么】【多】【人】【,】【这】【么】【多】【看】【热】【闹】【的】【人】【是】【从】【哪】【儿】【来】【的】【呢】【?】

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                    【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【子】【衿】【说】【:】【李】【伟】【松】【的】【文】【章】【,】【无】【论】【是】【想】【象】【类】【小】【说】【还】【是】【抒】【情】【类】【散】【文】【,】【淡】【淡】【的】【忧】【伤】【是】【其】【不】【变】【的】【基】【调】【。】【这】【篇】【文】【章】【是】【他】【一】【段】【旅】【行】【游】【记】【的】【终】【结】【篇】【,】【兜】【兜】【转】【转】【,】【凤】【凰】【、】【广】【州】【、】【桂】【林】【、】【哈】【尔】【滨】【,】【这】【些】【美】【丽】【的】【地】【方】【留】【下】【了】【他】【的】【伤】【情】【,】【也】【带】【给】【了】【他】【一】【种】【感】【受】【,】【诚】【如】【他】【在】【文】【中】【所】【说】【:】【“】【如】【若】【过】【程】【足】【够】【美】【丽】【,】【或】【许】【结】【局】【也】【就】【不】【那】【么】【重】【要】【了】【。】【”】【我】【想】【这】【大】【概】【就】【是】【旅】【行】【的】【意】【义】【了】【吧】【?】【也】【许】【在】【接】【下】【来】【的】【日】【子】【里】【,】【他】【还】【会】【踏】【上】【不】【同】【的】【旅】【程】【,】【见】【识】【不】【同】【的】【风】【景】【,】【希】【望】【他】【能】【在】【其】【中】【收】【获】【更】【多】【体】【悟】【。】【愿】【我】【们】【每】【个】【人】【都】【能】【在】【旅】【途】【中】【拥】【有】【不】【一】【样】【的】【心】【情】【与】【体】【会】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【一】【、】【那】【些】【故】【事】【背】【后】【的】【故】【事】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【2】【0】【1】【2】【年】【春】【天】【,】【我】【在】【上】【海】【。】【在】【1】【月】【清】【晨】【惨】【淡】【的】【薄】【雾】【里】【,】【我】【从】【南】【宁】【到】【上】【海】【的】【T】【8】【2】【号】【火】【车】【上】【走】【下】【。】【站】【在】【站】【台】【上】【,】【在】【汹】【涌】【的】【人】【流】【中】【,】【我】【看】【到】【了】【来】【接】【我】【的】【李】【思】【奇】【,】【短】【头】【发】【,】【戴】【牙】【箍】【,】【紫】【红】【色】【的】【外】【套】【下】【是】【单】【薄】【瘦】【弱】【的】【身】【子】【。】【是】【的】【,】【如】【你】【所】【想】【,】【她】【并】【不】【漂】【亮】【,】【但】【我】【却】【莫】【名】【其】【妙】【地】【喜】【欢】【上】【了】【这】【样】【不】【漂】【亮】【的】【女】【生】【,】【或】【许】【有】【时】【爱】【情】【就】【是】【这】【么】【莫】【名】【其】【妙】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【为】【什】【么】【我】【记】【得】【这】【么】【清】【楚】【?】【因】【为】【那】【是】【我】【第】【一】【次】【出】【远】【门】【,】【一】【个】【人】【,】【坐】【2】【6】【个】【小】【时】【的】【硬】【座】【火】【车】【,】【穿】【越】【白】【昼】【与】【夜】【晚】【,】【也】【穿】【越】【现】【实】【与】【梦】【境】【。】【那】【是】【我】【开】【始】【书】【写】【的】【第】【一】【个】【年】【头】【,】【我】【怀】【抱】【着】【对】【文】【字】【坚】【定】【不】【移】【的】【爱】【情】【,】【像】【一】【位】【战】【无】【不】【胜】【的】【勇】【士】【那】【般】【前】【往】【上】【海】【参】【加】【新】【概】【念】【作】【文】【大】【赛】【的】【复】【赛】【,】【极】【其】【艰】【难】【地】【迈】【出】【了】【这】【一】【步】【。】【时】【至】【今】【日】【,】【我】【仍】【庆】【幸】【当】【时】【的】【自】【己】【有】【这】【样】【的】【勇】【气】【,】【让】【自】【己】【得】【以】【一】【步】【一】【步】【靠】【近】【梦】【想】【,】【成】【为】【现】【在】【的】【自】【己】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【2】【0】【1】【3】【年】【夏】【天】【,】【我】【在】【哈】【尔】【滨】【。】【时】【间】【如】【白】【驹】【过】【隙】【,】【匆】【匆】【又】【过】【了】【一】【年】【。】【在】【哈】【尔】【滨】【举】【办】【的】【长】【达】【6】【天】【6】【夜】【的】【第】【四】【届】【9】【0】【后】【作】【家】【联】【谊】【会】【的】【活】【动】【中】【,】【我】【时】【常】【回】【想】【这】【一】【年】【来】【的】【经】【历】【。】【在】【7】【月】【清】【爽】【的】【晚】【风】【里】【,】【我】【坐】【在】【电】【脑】【前】【敲】【打】【下】【这】【些】【文】【字】【,】【是】【的】【,】【我】【想】【跟】【你】【谈】【谈】【,】【我】【的】【故】【事】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【你】【知】【道】【吗】【,】【我】【是】【位】【作】【家】【。】【如】【果】【现】【在】【为】【杂】【志】【写】【点】【文】【字】【的】【人】【都】【可】【以】【自】【称】【是】【“】【作】【家】【”】【的】【话】【,】【那】【么】【,】【我】【也】【是】【。】【我】【从】【不】【为】【此】【而】【觉】【得】【有】【些】【许】【的】【自】【豪】【,】【我】【只】【是】【功】【课】【不】【好】【而】【恰】【巧】【文】【字】【拯】【救】【了】【我】【。】【我】【清】【楚】【地】【记】【得】【在】【身】【边】【的】【人】【被】【高】【考】【压】【得】【死】【气】【沉】【沉】【的】【时】【候】【,】【自】【己】【像】【风】【一】【样】【自】【由】【。】【后】【来】【,】【凭】【借】【文】【字】【给】【予】【的】【力】【量】【,】【我】【考】【上】【了】【广】【西】【艺】【术】【学】【院】【,】【而】【周】【围】【的】【朋】【友】【纷】【纷】【落】【马】【,】【重】【又】【掉】【进】【6】【月】【无】【尽】【的】【梦】【魇】【里】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【离】【开】【上】【海】【之】【后】【,】【我】【开】【始】【了】【一】【个】【人】【的】【行】【走】【,】【为】【了】【遗】【忘】【某】【个】【人】【,】【抑】【或】【是】【为】【了】【寻】【找】【自】【己】【。】【我】【去】【了】【广】【州】【、】【凤】【凰】【、】【桂】【林】【、】【北】【海】【,】【然】【后】【现】【在】【是】【哈】【尔】【滨】【。】【如】【你】【所】【见】【,】【在】【我】【的】【行】【记】【里】【,】【总】【是】【有】【着】【约】【定】【与】【爱】【情】【,】【它】【像】【一】【条】【暗】【暗】【的】【线】【,】【在】【文】【字】【里】【缠】【绕】【迂】【回】【,】【如】【同】【隐】【藏】【在】【情】【绪】【中】【的】【不】【为】【人】【知】【的】【故】【事】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【她】【叫】【谢】【妙】【,】【她】【说】【她】【喜】【欢】【广】【州】【这】【座】【城】【市】【,】【在】【高】【三】【死】【灰】【色】【的】【生】【活】【中】【,】【我】【们】【约】【定】【毕】【业】【后】【一】【起】【去】【凤】【凰】【。】【毕】【业】【后】【,】【她】【去】【了】【桂】【林】【旅】【行】【,】【和】【她】【男】【朋】【友】【。】【后】【来】【,】【我】【依】【照】【约】【定】【,】【去】【了】【广】【州】【与】【凤】【凰】【,】【一】【个】【人】【。】【那】【是】【2】【0】【1】【2】【年】【毕】【业】【后】【的】【漫】【长】【夏】【天】【,】【整】【个】【世】【界】【都】【在】【下】【雨】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【她】【叫】【黎】【俊】【玲】【,】【初】【中】【及】【高】【中】【同】【学】【,】【我】【的】【初】【恋】【,】【我】【喜】【欢】【了】【她】【六】【年】【。】【高】【中】【毕】【业】【后】【她】【考】【去】【了】【桂】【林】【,】【因】【为】【她】【的】【一】【句】【话】【,】【我】【翘】【课】【跑】【去】【桂】【林】【看】【她】【。】【她】【说】【她】【很】【感】【动】【,】【我】【是】【一】【个】【好】【人】【,】【但】【是】【我】【们】【不】【合】【适】【。】【在】【那】【个】【冬】【天】【,】【我】【在】【桂】【林】【回】【南】【宁】【的】【火】【车】【上】【,】【第】【一】【次】【觉】【得】【原】【来】【冬】【天】【是】【这】【么】【的】【冷】【。】【我】【想】【到】【哭】【,】【却】【不】【合】【时】【宜】【地】【笑】【了】【出】【来】【。】【桂】【林】【,】【越】【来】【越】【冷】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【她】【叫】【张】【晓】【宇】【,】【上】【海】【人】【,】【也】【跟】【我】【一】【样】【热】【爱】【书】【写】【,】【却】【远】【远】【比】【我】【写】【得】【好】【。】【我】【们】【因】【文】【字】【相】【识】【,】【当】【我】【在】【凤】【凰】【的】【烟】【雨】【里】【迷】【失】【的】【时】【候】【,】【她】【正】【在】【浙】【江】【参】【加】【萌】【芽】【杂】【志】【社】【举】【办】【的】【笔】【会】【。】【那】【时】【我】【一】【无】【所】【有】【,】【而】【她】【早】【已】【小】【有】【名】【气】【。】【她】【说】【,】【高】【中】【毕】【业】【后】【她】【要】【去】【大】【理】【,】【那】【里】【有】【苍】【山】【洱】【海】【,】【还】【有】【爱】【情】【故】【事】【。】【我】【说】【,】【我】【陪】【你】【去】【吧】【,】【反】【正】【我】【也】【闲】【来】【无】【事】【。】【后】【来】【,】【我】【攒】【了】【一】【年】【的】【稿】【费】【,】【只】【为】【了】【陪】【她】【去】【大】【理】【旅】【行】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【也】【就】【是】【期】【盼】【了】【整】【整】【一】【年】【的】【这】【个】【夏】【季】【,】【我】【坐】【在】【哈】【尔】【滨】【的】【夜】【里】【,】【而】【不】【是】【云】【南】【的】【大】【理】【。】【我】【整】【晚】【地】【失】【眠】【,】【那】【么】【消】【瘦】【,】【一】【个】【月】【下】【来】【瘦】【了】【七】【斤】【。】【她】【说】【:】【“】【你】【真】【的】【好】【瘦】【好】【瘦】【,】【我】【都】【有】【种】【保】【护】【你】【的】【欲】【望】【。】【”】【这】【时】【的】【她】【早】【已】【毕】【业】【,】【在】【毕】【业】【的】【第】【一】【天】【晚】【上】【她】【告】【诉】【我】【有】【人】【向】【她】【表】【白】【,】【她】【接】【受】【了】【。】【她】【对】【我】【说】【:】【“】【你】【是】【个】【好】【人】【,】【对】【不】【起】【。】【”】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【去】【了】【北】【海】【,】【在】【海】【边】【听】【海】【哭】【的】【声】【音】【,】【看】【太】【阳】【从】【海】【上】【升】【起】【,】【而】【后】【又】【从】【山】【的】【另】【外】【一】【头】【落】【下】【。】【我】【拍】【了】【许】【许】【多】【多】【的】【照】【片】【,】【从】【北】【海】【回】【来】【后】【,】【我】【连】【同】【之】【前】【旅】【行】【的】【照】【片】【打】【印】【出】【来】【邮】【寄】【去】【了】【上】【海】【,】【是】【她】【的】【十】【八】【岁】【生】【日】【,】【我】【送】【给】【她】【的】【最】【后】【一】【份】【礼】【物】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【在】【给】【她】【写】【的】【最】【后】【一】【封】【信】【里】【,】【我】【写】【道】【:】【“】【我】【已】【飘】【零】【久】【。】【”】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【嗯】【,】【是】【的】【,】【我】【不】【快】【乐】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【二】【、】【我】【再】【也】【不】【想】【去】【飘】【零】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【“】【那】【时】【我】【们】【有】【梦】【/】【关】【于】【文】【学】【,】【关】【于】【爱】【情】【/】【关】【于】【穿】【越】【世】【界】【的】【旅】【行】【/】【如】【今】【我】【们】【深】【夜】【饮】【酒】【/】【杯】【子】【碰】【到】【一】【起】【/】【都】【是】【梦】【破】【碎】【的】【声】【音】【。】【”】【曾】【有】【一】【段】【时】【间】【,】【我】【写】【不】【出】【一】【点】【儿】【东】【西】【,】【我】【对】【着】【空】【白】【文】【档】【好】【几】【个】【小】【时】【,】【却】【不】【知】【道】【如】【何】【下】【笔】【。】【我】【的】【心】【情】【是】【那】【么】【平】【静】【,】【像】【是】【波】【澜】【不】【惊】【的】【一】【潭】【死】【水】【,】【没】【有】【思】【想】【,】【没】【有】【情】【绪】【,】【没】【有】【动】【力】【,】【浑】【身】【充】【满】【了】【负】【能】【量】【,】【整】【个】【晚】【上】【站】【在】【阳】【台】【上】【抽】【烟】【喝】【酒】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【于】【是】【,】【我】【经】【常】【做】【梦】【,】【梦】【见】【自】【己】【站】【在】【灯】【火】【闪】【耀】【的】【舞】【台】【,】【被】【装】【进】【铁】【笼】【子】【里】【,】【身】【穿】【燕】【尾】【服】【的】【魔】【术】【师】【慢】【悠】【悠】【地】【朝】【我】【走】【来】【,】【突】【然】【一】【伸】【手】【,】【冰】【冷】【的】【手】【指】【触】【到】【了】【我】【的】【胸】【口】【,】【一】【点】【点】【将】【我】【的】【心】【掏】【了】【出】【来】【。】【台】【下】【的】【观】【众】【先】【是】【一】【愣】【,】【看】【着】【他】【手】【中】【“】【扑】【通】【扑】【通】【”】【跳】【动】【的】【红】【团】【子】【,】【继】【而】【欢】【呼】【着】【鼓】【起】【掌】【来】【。】【我】【呆】【呆】【地】【站】【在】【舞】【台】【上】【,】【一】【点】【儿】【也】【不】【觉】【得】【痛】【,】【只】【是】【有】【点】【儿】【惊】【讶】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【原】【来】【,】【没】【有】【心】【的】【感】【觉】【也】【并】【不】【坏】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【或】【许】【真】【像】【韩】【寒】【所】【说】【的】【那】【样】【,】【懂】【越】【多】【就】【越】【像】【这】【个】【世】【界】【的】【孤】【儿】【,】【走】【越】【远】【就】【越】【明】【白】【世】【界】【本】【是】【孤】【儿】【院】【。】【那】【时】【的】【自】【己】【多】【么】【天】【真】【,】【总】【爱】【提】【文】【学】【,】【说】【话】【总】【以】【“】【我】【想】【…】【…】【”】【“】【我】【要】【…】【…】【”】【“】【我】【觉】【得】【…】【…】【”】【开】【头】【,】【以】【为】【有】【了】【梦】【想】【便】【有】【了】【一】【切】【,】【于】【是】【意】【气】【风】【发】【,】【想】【背】【着】【破】【吉】【他】【带】【着】【爱】【人】【沿】【着】【铁】【轨】【四】【处】【流】【浪】【,】【却】【不】【料】【生】【活】【本】【就】【悲】【哀】【,】【一】【头】【撞】【向】【了】【南】【墙】【,】【头】【破】【血】【流】【,】【而】【南】【墙】【纹】【丝】【不】【动】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【行】【走】【,】【一】【次】【次】【刻】【意】【地】【寻】【找】【肉】【身】【上】【的】【孤】【独】【,】【我】【听】【得】【到】【铁】【轨】【传】【来】【的】【接】【近】【贫】【瘠】【蛮】【荒】【的】【力】【量】【。】【我】【想】【着】【文】【学】【,】【想】【着】【理】【想】【,】【想】【着】【逃】【走】【,】【想】【去】【追】【寻】【永】【恒】【的】【、】【美】【的】【东】【西】【,】【譬】【如】【爱】【情】【。】【就】【是】【在】【那】【些】【时】【候】【,】【我】【开】【始】【爱】【上】【抽】【烟】【喝】【酒】【,】【爱】【上】【了】【E】【S】【S】【E】【的】【纤】【细】【与】【失】【眠】【的】【夜】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【坐】【3】【0】【个】【小】【时】【的】【火】【车】【硬】【座】【,】【从】【南】【宁】【到】【北】【京】【,】【然】【后】【转】【坐】【1】【0】【个】【小】【时】【的】【动】【车】【到】【哈】【尔】【滨】【。】【在】【这】【趟】【长】【达】【4】【0】【多】【个】【小】【时】【的】【旅】【程】【中】【,】【大】【部】【分】【时】【间】【我】【不】【知】【道】【自】【己】【是】【睡】【是】【醒】【。】【朦】【胧】【中】【我】【已】【明】【白】【:】【我】【心】【中】【的】【孤】【独】【长】【出】【了】【鲜】【艳】【美】【丽】【的】【花】【草】【,】【只】【是】【庄】【周】【梦】【到】【的】【那】【只】【脆】【弱】【的】【蝴】【蝶】【,】【翩】【翩】【飞】【舞】【了】【,】【停】【在】【这】【朵】【悲】【观】【主】【义】【的】【花】【儿】【上】【,】【然】【后】【梦】【见】【了】【我】【。】【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【走】【过】【一】【个】【地】【方】【,】【我】【习】【惯】【留】【下】【一】【个】【故】【事】【,】【但】【在】【哈】【尔】【滨】【我】【没】【有】【故】【事】【可】【以】【告】【诉】【你】【,】【这】【次】【我】【不】【是】【来】【寻】【找】【故】【事】【,】【我】【仅】【是】【为】【了】【遗】【忘】【故】【事】【。】【用】【一】【支】【支】【烟】【,】【用】【一】【瓶】【瓶】【酒】【,】【也】【用】【一】【群】【人】【的】【狂】【欢】【去】【遗】【忘】【自】【己】【遗】【忘】【故】【事】【,】【嗯】【,】【是】【的】【,】【遗】【忘】【。】澳门新葡亰app下载【<】【p】【>】【如】【果】【说】【人】【生】【是】【一】【条】【纤】【绳】【,】【那】【么】【在】【人】【生】【中】【遇】【到】【的】【人】【,】【事】【,】【物】【便】【是】【一】【颗】【颗】【珍】【珠】【,】【将】【其】【串】【起】【,】【便】【是】【一】【条】【珍】【珠】【项】【链】【,】【我】【的】【人】【生】【。】【而】【外】【婆】【则】【是】【那】【最】【亮】【最】【大】【的】【珍】【珠】【,】【照】【亮】【了】【我】【的】【人】【生】【路】【途】【。】

                    【<】【p】【>】【人】【生】【像】【一】【个】【大】【舞】【台】【,】【我】【们】【在】【上】【面】【各】【显】【风】【流】【,】【即】【使】【我】【只】【是】【一】【个】【兵】【卒】【;】【人】【生】【如】【棋】【,】【每】【一】【枚】【都】【可】【有】【出】【色】【的】【发】【挥】【,】【即】【使】【我】【只】【是】【一】【个】【兵】【卒】【。】【谁】【能】【说】【我】【不】【重】【要】【呢】【?】澳门新葡亰app下载【<】【p】【>】【看】【着】【那】【黝】【黑】【的】【皮】【肤】【佝】【偻】【的】【身】【影】【,】【我】【终】【于】【知】【道】【,】【丰】【收】【的】【灿】【烂】【隐】【含】【了】【烈】【日】【下】【的】【辛】【勤】【。】【丰】【收】【不】【仅】【仅】【是】【黄】【灿】【灿】【的】【麦】【子】【,】【它】【更】【是】【用】【辛】【劳】【播】【种】【出】【的】【满】【足】【,】【用】【汗】【水】【浇】【铸】【成】【的】【幸】【福】【。】

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                    【<】【p】【>】【父】【母】【品】【尝】【到】【的】【生】【活】【,】【是】【又】【苦】【又】【甜】【的】【。】澳门新葡亰app下载【<】【b】【r】【>】【 】【 】【我】【们】【是】【在】【一】【个】【还】【未】【开】【始】【流】【行】【就】【已】【经】【过】【时】【的】【时】【代】【。】【可】【日】【常】【生】【活】【中】【的】【体】【验】【似】【乎】【仍】【旧】【需】【要】【从】【前】【人】【写】【就】【的】【文】【字】【里】【寻】【找】【可】【以】【表】【达】【我】【们】【感】【知】【的】【言】【辞】【。】【八】【卦】【、】【俗】【套】【、】【夸】【张】【、】【每】【日】【流】【逝】【的】【生】【活】【…】【…】【种】【种】【人】【生】【的】【场】【景】【都】【在】【世】【界】【的】【某】【个】【角】【落】【里】【酝】【酿】【发】【生】【。】

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